Review.

alright i have a LOTS to tell after taking a kinda long break from blogging...
tis will be a kinda boring post i guess...
the more interesting one i will just post it in the following posts...
huhu~

tis is a review about myself...
going along this holiday,
i realized lots more about me,my characteristics and so on...

i always want to be perfect.
but indeed,i dun do everything greatly...
i oweys make mistakes.
sigh.
i seem like dun care about those things,
but hey, i am so good at hiding,till...
people jus can't know what i actually thinking...
pressure didn't seem to come along always,for what others see me to be like...

when i face obstacles,
i tend to give up...
my soul isn't as strong as what i supposed it to be...
i felt myself so weak at tat moment...
helpless. hopeless.
yes, what gives me hope,is dream.
after tat incident,i dare to change.
tat is dream which give me the courage.
i wan myself to be what i want to be,
instead of what others want me to be.

i am not born to be a leader,but a follower,a supporter.
alright,this is a truth tat i realize earlier actually...
i will jus try to always be better,
achieve excellence...
im lucky already...
with all ppl surround me,
with lovely incidents happen around me...

btw,i felt myself is so weak at kemahiran hidup =="
i would like to mention tat i face problems,whenever teacher assigns us with work...
like the litar electronik,kerja kayu...
besides, tis is actually a truth tat i dun want to reveal...
i dunno how to cook!
i felt lucky... tat our school jus wants us to more concentrate on Perniagaan,instead of stuffs like ERT and so on...
if not,huhu...i can only cry over the river =="
this is a fact tat,nowadays,ppl are jus too reliable over money.
MONEY. $.$
when we dunno what to do,or how to do,
yes,money is the solution.
we pay,and others settle for us.
so convenient huh?
i have tat thinking too...
but i do have to admit,i am miss parsimony =="
i tried to do my kerja kayu,but at last,i got the help from my uncle...
felt ashame of myself...
sigh...
he came here not for helping me to do stuffs liddat,indeed,is for a holiday.

i am way too selfish.
sorry...

sometimes,i just cant help myself from falling.
u live within the rain.